"When the world is falling out from under me, I'll be found in you.... still standing" (Brooke Fraser, Shadowfeet).

Today was always bound to be a hard day. It is the end of year 2 and the dreaded beginning of year 3. Shouldn't I be over this by now?

Well.... I am not, it is as real and painful as the weeks post May the 3rd 2007.

It feels as though today everything is crashing around me- a sibling of mine has been suddenly and potentially seriously unwell - and that on top of all today's memories has left me looking like a rabbit in headlights.